Translated by K of Exiled Rebels Scanlations
Lan w.a.n.gJi didn’t listen to him . His eyes were still glued to Wei WuXian as though he was scared that if he blinked once, Wei WuXian might run away . Wei WuXian reached out to shut his eyes, and he buried the lower half of his face into the water, letting out a series of bubbles . Wei WuXian laughed as he lightly pinched his cheek, “Er-Gege, how old are you?”
He grabbed the soap and cloth from the side, and wiped from Lan w.a.n.gJi’s face downwards . As he wiped away, his movements suddenly paused .
Back then, Lan w.a.n.gJi took off his hair tie and forehead ribbon on his own . His hair fell and covered his upper body . But now, after he moved Lan w.a.n.gJi’s wet, black hair behind his shoulder and began to wipe his chest, the thirty-or-so discipline whip marks and the brand at his chest could be seen with clarity .
Wei WuXian took the cloth and moved to his back .
The whip marks climbed from Lan w.a.n.gJi’s back all the way to his chest, shoulders, arms, sprawling across the smooth, white skin . These almost hideous scars, whether dark or light, destroyed what could be called the perfect male body .
“…”
Wei WuXian was suddenly silent . He dipped the cloth in water and traced the whip scars .
He was extremely gentle, as if he didn’t want to hurt Lan w.a.n.gJi, but these were old wounds already . They’d never hurt again . And even if they were fresh scars, with Lan w.a.n.gJi’s personality, he definitely wouldn’t display a single sign of weakness, even at the most painful times .
Wei WuXian really wanted to use this opportunity to ask him just how in the world he got these scars . In the GusuLan Sect, the only people with the right to punish Lan w.a.n.gJi like this were Lan XiChen and Lan QiRen . Just what did he do for his brother, the one closest to him, or his uncle, the one who single-handedly brought him up and took pride in him so much, to do such a cruel deed? The QishanWen Sect’s brand that he’d never seen, and the question that he’d always held in the back of his mind, the question he wanted to ask the most—
HanGuang-Jun, just what do you think of me?
But every time it was close, he’d find some reason to blur things over . Like maybe he shouldn’t be so eager and ask after he played with him long enough; like not being so casual and asking after they sat down properly; like maybe the words of the drunk weren’t to be trusted .
Despite all these excuses, he knew the real reason quite well .
It was probably because he was afraid . He was scared he’d hear an answer different from what he hoped for .
Suddenly, Lan w.a.n.gJi turned around and glanced at him . Wei WuXian finally noticed that as he scrubbed him, his mind began to roam around, rubbing the snowy skin on Lan w.a.n.gJi’s back so red that it seemed like someone had beat him up . Wei WuXian thought the look Lan w.a.n.gJi gave him might mean he wasn’t satisfied with the work, and so he stopped at once, “Sorry, sorry . Does it hurt?”
Lan w.a.n.gJi didn’t say anything, only shaking his hand . Seeing how he looked, all quiet and obedient, sitting in the tub, Wei WuXian felt quite sorry . Curving his finger, he scratched his chin to show comfort . Just the chin wasn’t even enough . Feeling his fingers itch, he even wanted to poke Lan w.a.n.gJi’s abs, but before it was even halfway there, his wrist was suddenly caught by Lan w.a.n.gJi, whose voice was low, “Do not touch me . ”
A few transparent drops of water still remained on his eyelashes and his handsome features . His expression seemed cold, but his eyes were searing .
Tonight, Wei WuXian had already done countless frivolous little things to Lan w.a.n.gJi . He’d long since gotten used to Lan w.a.n.gJi letting him do whatever he wanted . Right now, having been stopped so suddenly, he was still brave, “Why not? Haven’t you let me touch you for so long already?”
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s lips were sealed . He said nothing, whether angered or not . Seeing this, Wei WuXian was a bit guilty, “Fine . I won’t touch you anymore . Do it yourself . ”
As he spoke, he tossed the cloth away and was about to leave . Yet, not only did Lan w.a.n.gJi refuse to let him go, the hand around his wrist gripped even tighter . He ordered, “Do not go . ”
Wei WuXian struggled for sometime and couldn’t get out of it . He steeled his nerves, “HanGuang-Jun, now you’re at fault here . You told me to wash your face, didn’t let me touch you, and didn’t let me go . Just what do you want me to do?”
“…” After a moment of silence, Lan w.a.n.gJi’s tone was almost unreasonable, “In any case, you may not go . ”
Wei WuXian splashed some water onto Lan w.a.n.gJi’s face, “Look at you, all domineering and unreasonable!”
Lan w.a.n.gJi didn’t flinch or dodge even as the water splashed onto his face, “I told you not to touch me . ”
This seemed like a warning . Perhaps because the wine really had a strong aftereffect, Wei WuXian’s head felt abnormally feverish . The corner of his mouth curved up, “If I’m touching you, no matter what, what can you do to me? Punish me by making me copy scriptures? Have me grounded? Or silence me?”
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s eyes were locked on him . Sparks seemed to flash across his gaze . He appeared to be angered .
The face, the expression, the eyes, the situation, and the person . Wei WuXian drew in a breath .
As though having decided to go all out, he shoved his other hand into the water, found a certain part of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s body, and scooped, “HanGuang-Jun, don’t tell me you don’t like it when I touch you like this?”
Wei WuXian’s daring words and act finally enraged his opponent .
Lan w.a.n.gJi seemed as if he’d been bitten by a poisonous snake, pulling violently . Wei WuXian felt a terrifying force sweep over . He couldn’t help from being pulled in .
Lan w.a.n.gJi seemed as if he’d been bitten by a poisonous snake, pulling violently . Wei WuXian felt a terrifying force sweep over . He couldn’t help from being pulled in .
Water splashed everywhere . Things had gotten out of hand . It was all the same, no matter who started it first . When Wei WuXian felt a bit more clear-headed, he was already sitting on Lan w.a.n.gJi’s legs .
The two embraced and kissed each other in such a position for quite a long while . Wei WuXian’s arms were wrapped around Lan w.a.n.gJi’s neck as they kissed wildly and inseparably . Suddenly, he exclaimed with an ‘ah . ’
Opening his eyes, he wiped a tinge of blood from his lips as he scolded, “Lan Zhan! Why are you biting like a dog again?!”
His lips were kissed red in the first place . Stained with blood, they looked even more vivid . To his ill-timed dissatisfaction, Lan w.a.n.gJi responded with another bite . Sore from all the biting and sucking, Wei WuXian frowned . He reached down again in vengeance and rubbed him hard again .
In all likelihood, n.o.body had ever done such a shamelessly brave act to Lan w.a.n.gJi before . Once wasn’t even enough—Wei WuXian had to do it twice . His face changed immediately . The arm he embraced Wei WuXian with tightened, fingers leaving behind clear marks .
Wei WuXian grinned as he caught his breath, “How’s that? You angry yet? You don’t know this, Lan Zhan, but I love it when you’re angry…”
His tone was full of a fearless excitement . After he spoke, he pecked the corner of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s lips and removed his drenched top .
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s skin was so hot that he seemed like he’d burst into flames . One hand locked around WeiWuxian’s waist, he slammed the edge of the wooden tub with his other hand . It split into pieces at once . The room immediately turned into a mess, the sight unbearable to the eye .
The two couldn’t be less concerned with these unimportant things . Lan w.a.n.gJi almost picked Wei WuXian up and threw him onto the bed . Just as Wei WuXian propped himself up a bit, he was immediately pressed down again . Lan w.a.n.gJi’s gestures were more than fierce . He was nothing like the normal HanGuang-Jun, who was all righteous and sensible .
Wei WuXian’s back hurt from the collision . He yelped a few times, and Lan w.a.n.gJi paused shortly . Wei WuXian immediately flipped around and pushed him onto the bed, holding him down as hard as he could . He said beside his ear, “I couldn’t tell you’d be so fierce in bed…”
The earlobe by his lips was white as jade . Wei WuXian couldn’t help himself from taking a soft bite . It was soft and cold . After he bit it, he took it into his mouth and sucked on it lightly . Lan w.a.n.gJi’s fingers tightened around Wei WuXian shoulders .
The strength in his hands was abnormally strong . Wei WuXian immediately gasped from the squeeze . He turned to look at his shoulder, which was already lined with five scarlet marks . Seeing this, Wei WuXian shoved his thigh between Lan w.a.n.gJi’s legs and pressed, pretending to threaten him, “What are you being so mean for? Careful, I…”
Right away, Lan w.a.n.gJi reached towards Wei WuXian’s waist to untie his sash belt . Wei WuXian purposely wanted to tease him as he slapped his hand away and smirked, “HanGuang-Jun, so impatient?”
He didn’t know if it was a hallucination or not, but Lan w.a.n.gJi’s eyes seemed to be bloodshot, almost glowing red . When he reached out again, Wei WuXian swiftly dodged to the side, “It’s not like I won’t take it off . I’ll do it myself . ”
After he said it, he indeed untied his sash belt and took off his lower garments . Stark naked, he lowered himself on Lan w.a.n.gJi again .
After he said it, he indeed untied his sash belt and took off his lower garments . Stark naked, he lowered himself on Lan w.a.n.gJi again .
Both of the two were bare . Skin brushed against skin . With intimacy, they kissed, turning their heads . Wei WuXian pressed the back of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s neck with his left hand, not letting him open up a single sliver of s.p.a.ce between the two, biting and rubbing his lips . With his right hand, he chased down the graceful yet powerful lines of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s back . When he felt the somewhat uneven scars, he stroked them tenderly with the tips of his fingers .
There was no less action on Lan w.a.n.gJi’s part . Those fair, slender hands swam around Wei WuXian’s body with his distinct knuckles before lingering at his waist and his hips, forcefully rubbing the delicate skin at the end of Wei WuXian’s thighs . It was as though Wei WuXian had turned into a zither, plucked and strummed under the pair of hands . But the person who played him had not a single trace of the coldness and elegance of playing the seven-stringed zither . What Wei WuXian let out weren’t graceful zither notes either, but rather unbridled moans of pleasure .
However, Lan w.a.n.gJi’s hands were just too strong, and he liked to pinch the sensitive regions as well . At first, Wei WuXian was able to enjoy it, but it soon became an unbearable throbbing . He gasped, moving his stinging, swollen lips away . His chest heaved up and down, “HanGuang-Jun, w-why are you like this after you take off your clothes? Where are you pinching? You really don’t deserve to be called a gentleman . ”
Feigning disappointment, he removed the completely ungentlemanly hand of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s . Lan w.a.n.gJi let out a low growl, sounding quite dangerous . Wei WuXian, “Don’t be like this . Come on, I’ll let you pinch me . Pinch here . ” As he spoke, he led Lan w.a.n.gJi’s hand towards his lower region, laughing quietly as he mumbled, “Pinch however you want to . Use your muscles . ”
Amidst the buzz, Wei WuXian felt he really had a self-taught obscenity when doing these things . But imagination was one thing, and action was another . He’d lived for two lives, and n.o.body had ever touched such a private part of his body aside from himself . When Lan w.a.n.gJi’s burning palm really enveloped him, Wei WuXian couldn’t help but tremble, curling himself up slightly .
Yet, it felt too good being held within Lan w.a.n.gJi’s fingers and caressed at such a rhythm . Soon, Wei WuXian unconsciously stretched his body, his arms climbing around Lan w.a.n.gJi’s back and shoulders to offer his member to those hands . Lan w.a.n.gJi’s movements quickened . Wei WuXian breathed shallowly, closing his eyes in pleasure . His fingers wanted to cling onto something but could only stroke Lan w.a.n.gJi’s firm, bare back in vain . All of a sudden, he realized that he shouldn’t be the only one who was feeling this good, and so his right hand searched for Lan w.a.n.gJi’s member as well .
Just as he touched it, Wei WuXian felt the hot, thick object swell a size larger, bouncing into his palm as hard as iron . Even touching it made his cheeks burn . He’d never thought he’d touch this particular region of a man . It was absolutely unimaginable . But whenever he remembered Lan w.a.n.gJi was the one he was touching, Wei WuXian would become so excited, he almost couldn’t control his hands . He grabbed it, stroking it recklessly as he rubbed it with his slippery legs again and again .
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s breaths suddenly became heavier, while what was in Wei WuXian’s hand also throbbed, growing even hotter . Beside their ears were each other’s insuppressible pants and Wei WuXian’s moans .
However long had pa.s.sed, Wei WuXian felt all of the blood and pleasure in his body flood towards a single place . As his scalp tingled, a whimpering, almost broken voice leaked from his throat, “Lan… Lan Zhan, w-wait, I…” Before he could even finish, the dangerous pleasure exploded through him .
Wei WuXian’s voice froze . A moment of white flashed in his mind . Quite some time later, still dazed, he saw a few light traces on Lan w.a.n.gJi’s taut abdominal muscles . He finally realized that he’d released already . On the other hand, Lan w.a.n.gJi released almost the same time he did, sending forth the white fluid between Wei WuXian’s legs . As Wei WuXian moved, no matter how slightly, the embarra.s.sing liquid slowly slid down, dripping onto his sensitive region . It felt extremely obvious . He could tell there was a mess even without looking at it . The viscosity felt a bit uncomfortable down his gluteal cleft, but what was more apparent was an incomparable sense of satisfaction .
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s head was buried into Wei WuXian’s chest, his warm body atop Wei WuXian .
Wei WuXian was all out of energy, limp all the way from his head to his fingertips . He felt so relaxed he didn’t even want to move his hand .
Only after a long while did their breathing return to normal .
Even though he was so heavily pressed down, his heart was full of peace and contentment . Wei WuXian pecked at Lan w.a.n.gJi’s hair . What enveloped the two, apart from the soft sandalwood, was the refres.h.i.+ng scent of soap, after they’d bathed . The sensual aroma was not as evident .
Wei WuXian had buried the things he wanted to ask Lan w.a.n.gJi inside of him for a long time, too afraid to ask . Only right now, as the two lay side-by-side, did he feel a bit more confident . He lowered his voice, “Lan Zhan… Are you listening?”
A moment later, Lan w.a.n.gJi replied with a ‘mn’ . Wei WuXian, “I have to tell you something . ” He breathed lightly before speaking, “Lan Zhan, thank you . ”
Wei WuXian had buried the things he wanted to ask Lan w.a.n.gJi inside of him for a long time, too afraid to ask . Only right now, as the two lay side-by-side, did he feel a bit more confident . He lowered his voice, “Lan Zhan… Are you listening?”
A moment later, Lan w.a.n.gJi replied with a ‘mn’ . Wei WuXian, “I have to tell you something . ” He breathed lightly before speaking, “Lan Zhan, thank you . ”
With thousands of words, there was nowhere to start .
If he didn’t meet Lan w.a.n.gJi when he came back, Wei WuXian didn’t know what he’d be like right now . In reality, even if he roamed around alone, it wouldn’t necessarily be that bad . But no matter what, he believed that nothing would be better than this .
Unfortunately, he didn’t notice that after Lan w.a.n.gJi heard this, his body froze slightly .
The surging heat finally began to retreat . Wei WuXian’s head was still dizzy as he rambled on, “In these two lives, you’ve helped me a lot . I know you’re… really nice to me . You’re really great! Apart from thank you, I don’t know what else to say to you… Anyways, towards you, I feel… I feel…”
But this wasn’t the point at all . Wei WuXian had never confessed like this to anyone before . Even someone whose face was as thick as his felt a bit embarra.s.sed . He could only first pick a few random things to say . Just as he was thinking how to explain himself to make it sound sincere and serious when Lan w.a.n.gJi suddenly pushed him away .
With how sudden it was, Wei WuXian’s back slammed hard against the bed .
He widened his eyes, so surprised that he couldn’t move . On the other hand, Lan w.a.n.gJi sat upright . His chest heaved . His breathing was a bit rushed .
In silence, the two stared at each other for a long time . The first to move was Lan w.a.n.gJi .
His face was pale, but his eyes were clear . He first picked up a white piece of clothing from the ground to cover Wei WuXian, and then went to find something for himself .
Wei WuXian was still confused . He almost couldn’t believe what had happened .
The push was as though a dream had turned into a nightmare, as though a bucket of water had poured down his head, as though somebody had just slapped him hard on the face . He finally found the ability to speak again . Voice hoa.r.s.e, he tried, “Lan Zhan, you’re… awake?”
Lan w.a.n.gJi had already finished dressing himself . Sitting far on one side, he wiped his forehead with his right hand . He turned around, facing the mess on the ground, with his back towards Wei WuXian . A while later, he finally whispered, “Mn . ”
Although Wei WuXian didn’t know when he woke up, now that he was awake, Lan w.a.n.gJi’s reaction meant that one thing was clear: he didn’t want to continue what they were doing . He didn’t want to listen to Wei WuXian finish what he was saying, either .
Wei WuXian finally realized just how cruel what he did was .
Chapter 95: Longing (Part Six)Translated by K of Exiled Rebels Scanlations.
Lan w.a.n.gJi didn’t listen to him . His eyes were still glued to Wei WuXian as though he was scared that if he blinked once, Wei WuXian might run away . Wei WuXian reached out to shut his eyes, and he buried the lower half of his face into the water, letting out a series of bubbles . Wei WuXian laughed as he lightly pinched his cheek, “Er-Gege, how old are you?”.
He grabbed the soap and cloth from the side, and wiped from Lan w.a.n.gJi’s face downwards . As he wiped away, his movements suddenly paused
Back then, Lan w.a.n.gJi took off his hair tie and forehead ribbon on his own . His hair fell and covered his upper body . But now, after he moved Lan w.a.n.gJi’s wet, black hair behind his shoulder and began to wipe his chest, the thirty-or-so discipline whip marks and the brand at his chest could be seen with clarity
Wei WuXian took the cloth and moved to his back
The whip marks climbed from Lan w.a.n.gJi’s back all the way to his chest, shoulders, arms, sprawling across the smooth, white skin . These almost hideous scars, whether dark or light, destroyed what could be called the perfect male body
“…”.
Wei WuXian was suddenly silent . He dipped the cloth in water and traced the whip scars . .
He was extremely gentle, as if he didn’t want to hurt Lan w.a.n.gJi, but these were old wounds already . They’d never hurt again . And even if they were fresh scars, with Lan w.a.n.gJi’s personality, he definitely wouldn’t display a single sign of weakness, even at the most painful times
Wei WuXian really wanted to use this opportunity to ask him just how in the world he got these scars . In the GusuLan Sect, the only people with the right to punish Lan w.a.n.gJi like this were Lan XiChen and Lan QiRen . Just what did he do for his brother, the one closest to him, or his uncle, the one who single-handedly brought him up and took pride in him so much, to do such a cruel deed? The QishanWen Sect’s brand that he’d never seen, and the question that he’d always held in the back of his mind, the question he wanted to ask the most—.
HanGuang-Jun, just what do you think of me?.
But every time it was close, he’d find some reason to blur things over . Like maybe he shouldn’t be so eager and ask after he played with him long enough; like not being so casual and asking after they sat down properly; like maybe the words of the drunk weren’t to be trusted
Despite all these excuses, he knew the real reason quite well
It was probably because he was afraid . He was scared he’d hear an answer different from what he hoped for
Suddenly, Lan w.a.n.gJi turned around and glanced at him . Wei WuXian finally noticed that as he scrubbed him, his mind began to roam around, rubbing the snowy skin on Lan w.a.n.gJi’s back so red that it seemed like someone had beat him up . Wei WuXian thought the look Lan w.a.n.gJi gave him might mean he wasn’t satisfied with the work, and so he stopped at once, “Sorry, sorry . Does it hurt?”.
Lan w.a.n.gJi didn’t say anything, only shaking his hand . Seeing how he looked, all quiet and obedient, sitting in the tub, Wei WuXian felt quite sorry . Curving his finger, he scratched his chin to show comfort . Just the chin wasn’t even enough . Feeling his fingers itch, he even wanted to poke Lan w.a.n.gJi’s abs, but before it was even halfway there, his wrist was suddenly caught by Lan w.a.n.gJi, whose voice was low, “Do not touch me . ”.
A few transparent drops of water still remained on his eyelashes and his handsome features . His expression seemed cold, but his eyes were searing
Tonight, Wei WuXian had already done countless frivolous little things to Lan w.a.n.gJi . He’d long since gotten used to Lan w.a.n.gJi letting him do whatever he wanted . Right now, having been stopped so suddenly, he was still brave, “Why not? Haven’t you let me touch you for so long already?”.
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s lips were sealed . He said nothing, whether angered or not . Seeing this, Wei WuXian was a bit guilty, “Fine . I won’t touch you anymore . Do it yourself . ”.
As he spoke, he tossed the cloth away and was about to leave . Yet, not only did Lan w.a.n.gJi refuse to let him go, the hand around his wrist gripped even tighter . He ordered, “Do not go . ”.
Wei WuXian struggled for sometime and couldn’t get out of it . He steeled his nerves, “HanGuang-Jun, now you’re at fault here . You told me to wash your face, didn’t let me touch you, and didn’t let me go . Just what do you want me to do?”.
“…” After a moment of silence, Lan w.a.n.gJi’s tone was almost unreasonable, “In any case, you may not go . ”.
Wei WuXian splashed some water onto Lan w.a.n.gJi’s face, “Look at you, all domineering and unreasonable!”.
Lan w.a.n.gJi didn’t flinch or dodge even as the water splashed onto his face, “I told you not to touch me . ”.
This seemed like a warning . Perhaps because the wine really had a strong aftereffect, Wei WuXian’s head felt abnormally feverish . The corner of his mouth curved up, “If I’m touching you, no matter what, what can you do to me? Punish me by making me copy scriptures? Have me grounded? Or silence me?”.
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s eyes were locked on him . Sparks seemed to flash across his gaze . He appeared to be angered
The face, the expression, the eyes, the situation, and the person . Wei WuXian drew in a breath
As though having decided to go all out, he shoved his other hand into the water, found a certain part of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s body, and scooped, “HanGuang-Jun, don’t tell me you don’t like it when I touch you like this?”.
Wei WuXian’s daring words and act finally enraged his opponent
Lan w.a.n.gJi seemed as if he’d been bitten by a poisonous snake, pulling violently . Wei WuXian felt a terrifying force sweep over . He couldn’t help from being pulled in
Water splashed everywhere . Things had gotten out of hand . It was all the same, no matter who started it first . When Wei WuXian felt a bit more clear-headed, he was already sitting on Lan w.a.n.gJi’s legs
The two embraced and kissed each other in such a position for quite a long while . Wei WuXian’s arms were wrapped around Lan w.a.n.gJi’s neck as they kissed wildly and inseparably . Suddenly, he exclaimed with an ‘ah . ’.
Opening his eyes, he wiped a tinge of blood from his lips as he scolded, “Lan Zhan! Why are you biting like a dog again?!”.
His lips were kissed red in the first place . Stained with blood, they looked even more vivid . To his ill-timed dissatisfaction, Lan w.a.n.gJi responded with another bite . Sore from all the biting and sucking, Wei WuXian frowned . He reached down again in vengeance and rubbed him hard again
In all likelihood, n.o.body had ever done such a shamelessly brave act to Lan w.a.n.gJi before . Once wasn’t even enough—Wei WuXian had to do it twice . His face changed immediately . The arm he embraced Wei WuXian with tightened, fingers leaving behind clear marks . .
Wei WuXian grinned as he caught his breath, “How’s that? You angry yet? You don’t know this, Lan Zhan, but I love it when you’re angry…”.
His tone was full of a fearless excitement . After he spoke, he pecked the corner of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s lips and removed his drenched top
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s skin was so hot that he seemed like he’d burst into flames . One hand locked around WeiWuxian’s waist, he slammed the edge of the wooden tub with his other hand . It split into pieces at once . The room immediately turned into a mess, the sight unbearable to the eye
The two couldn’t be less concerned with these unimportant things . Lan w.a.n.gJi almost picked Wei WuXian up and threw him onto the bed . Just as Wei WuXian propped himself up a bit, he was immediately pressed down again . Lan w.a.n.gJi’s gestures were more than fierce . He was nothing like the normal HanGuang-Jun, who was all righteous and sensible . .
Wei WuXian’s back hurt from the collision . He yelped a few times, and Lan w.a.n.gJi paused shortly . Wei WuXian immediately flipped around and pushed him onto the bed, holding him down as hard as he could . He said beside his ear, “I couldn’t tell you’d be so fierce in bed…”.
The earlobe by his lips was white as jade . Wei WuXian couldn’t help himself from taking a soft bite . It was soft and cold . After he bit it, he took it into his mouth and sucked on it lightly . Lan w.a.n.gJi’s fingers tightened around Wei WuXian shoulders
The strength in his hands was abnormally strong . Wei WuXian immediately gasped from the squeeze . He turned to look at his shoulder, which was already lined with five scarlet marks . Seeing this, Wei WuXian shoved his thigh between Lan w.a.n.gJi’s legs and pressed, pretending to threaten him, “What are you being so mean for? Careful, I…”.
Right away, Lan w.a.n.gJi reached towards Wei WuXian’s waist to untie his sash belt . Wei WuXian purposely wanted to tease him as he slapped his hand away and smirked, “HanGuang-Jun, so impatient?”.
He didn’t know if it was a hallucination or not, but Lan w.a.n.gJi’s eyes seemed to be bloodshot, almost glowing red . When he reached out again, Wei WuXian swiftly dodged to the side, “It’s not like I won’t take it off . I’ll do it myself . ”.
After he said it, he indeed untied his sash belt and took off his lower garments . Stark naked, he lowered himself on Lan w.a.n.gJi again
Both of the two were bare . Skin brushed against skin . With intimacy, they kissed, turning their heads . Wei WuXian pressed the back of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s neck with his left hand, not letting him open up a single sliver of s.p.a.ce between the two, biting and rubbing his lips . With his right hand, he chased down the graceful yet powerful lines of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s back . When he felt the somewhat uneven scars, he stroked them tenderly with the tips of his fingers . .
There was no less action on Lan w.a.n.gJi’s part . Those fair, slender hands swam around Wei WuXian’s body with his distinct knuckles before lingering at his waist and his hips, forcefully rubbing the delicate skin at the end of Wei WuXian’s thighs . It was as though Wei WuXian had turned into a zither, plucked and strummed under the pair of hands . But the person who played him had not a single trace of the coldness and elegance of playing the seven-stringed zither . What Wei WuXian let out weren’t graceful zither notes either, but rather unbridled moans of pleasure
However, Lan w.a.n.gJi’s hands were just too strong, and he liked to pinch the sensitive regions as well . At first, Wei WuXian was able to enjoy it, but it soon became an unbearable throbbing . He gasped, moving his stinging, swollen lips away . His chest heaved up and down, “HanGuang-Jun, w-why are you like this after you take off your clothes? Where are you pinching? You really don’t deserve to be called a gentleman . ”.
Feigning disappointment, he removed the completely ungentlemanly hand of Lan w.a.n.gJi’s . Lan w.a.n.gJi let out a low growl, sounding quite dangerous . Wei WuXian, “Don’t be like this . Come on, I’ll let you pinch me . Pinch here . ” As he spoke, he led Lan w.a.n.gJi’s hand towards his lower region, laughing quietly as he mumbled, “Pinch however you want to . Use your muscles . ”.
Amidst the buzz, Wei WuXian felt he really had a self-taught obscenity when doing these things . But imagination was one thing, and action was another . He’d lived for two lives, and n.o.body had ever touched such a private part of his body aside from himself . When Lan w.a.n.gJi’s burning palm really enveloped him, Wei WuXian couldn’t help but tremble, curling himself up slightly
Yet, it felt too good being held within Lan w.a.n.gJi’s fingers and caressed at such a rhythm . Soon, Wei WuXian unconsciously stretched his body, his arms climbing around Lan w.a.n.gJi’s back and shoulders to offer his member to those hands . Lan w.a.n.gJi’s movements quickened . Wei WuXian breathed shallowly, closing his eyes in pleasure . His fingers wanted to cling onto something but could only stroke Lan w.a.n.gJi’s firm, bare back in vain . All of a sudden, he realized that he shouldn’t be the only one who was feeling this good, and so his right hand searched for Lan w.a.n.gJi’s member as well
Just as he touched it, Wei WuXian felt the hot, thick object swell a size larger, bouncing into his palm as hard as iron . Even touching it made his cheeks burn . He’d never thought he’d touch this particular region of a man . It was absolutely unimaginable . But whenever he remembered Lan w.a.n.gJi was the one he was touching, Wei WuXian would become so excited, he almost couldn’t control his hands . He grabbed it, stroking it recklessly as he rubbed it with his slippery legs again and again
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s breaths suddenly became heavier, while what was in Wei WuXian’s hand also throbbed, growing even hotter . Beside their ears were each other’s insuppressible pants and Wei WuXian’s moans . .
However long had pa.s.sed, Wei WuXian felt all of the blood and pleasure in his body flood towards a single place . As his scalp tingled, a whimpering, almost broken voice leaked from his throat, “Lan… Lan Zhan, w-wait, I…” Before he could even finish, the dangerous pleasure exploded through him
Wei WuXian’s voice froze . A moment of white flashed in his mind . Quite some time later, still dazed, he saw a few light traces on Lan w.a.n.gJi’s taut abdominal muscles . He finally realized that he’d released already . On the other hand, Lan w.a.n.gJi released almost the same time he did, sending forth the white fluid between Wei WuXian’s legs . As Wei WuXian moved, no matter how slightly, the embarra.s.sing liquid slowly slid down, dripping onto his sensitive region . It felt extremely obvious . He could tell there was a mess even without looking at it . The viscosity felt a bit uncomfortable down his gluteal cleft, but what was more apparent was an incomparable sense of satisfaction . .
Lan w.a.n.gJi’s head was buried into Wei WuXian’s chest, his warm body atop Wei WuXian . .
Wei WuXian was all out of energy, limp all the way from his head to his fingertips . He felt so relaxed he didn’t even want to move his hand
Only after a long while did their breathing return to normal
Even though he was so heavily pressed down, his heart was full of peace and contentment . Wei WuXian pecked at Lan w.a.n.gJi’s hair . What enveloped the two, apart from the soft sandalwood, was the refres.h.i.+ng scent of soap, after they’d bathed . The sensual aroma was not as evident
Wei WuXian had buried the things he wanted to ask Lan w.a.n.gJi inside of him for a long time, too afraid to ask . Only right now, as the two lay side-by-side, did he feel a bit more confident . He lowered his voice, “Lan Zhan… Are you listening?”.
A moment later, Lan w.a.n.gJi replied with a ‘mn’ . Wei WuXian, “I have to tell you something . ” He breathed lightly before speaking, “Lan Zhan, thank you . ”.
With thousands of words, there was nowhere to start
If he didn’t meet Lan w.a.n.gJi when he came back, Wei WuXian didn’t know what he’d be like right now . In reality, even if he roamed around alone, it wouldn’t necessarily be that bad . But no matter what, he believed that nothing would be better than this
Unfortunately, he didn’t notice that after Lan w.a.n.gJi heard this, his body froze slightly
The surging heat finally began to retreat . Wei WuXian’s head was still dizzy as he rambled on, “In these two lives, you’ve helped me a lot . I know you’re… really nice to me . You’re really great! Apart from thank you, I don’t know what else to say to you… Anyways, towards you, I feel… I feel…”.
But this wasn’t the point at all . Wei WuXian had never confessed like this to anyone before . Even someone whose face was as thick as his felt a bit embarra.s.sed . He could only first pick a few random things to say . Just as he was thinking how to explain himself to make it sound sincere and serious when Lan w.a.n.gJi suddenly pushed him away
With how sudden it was, Wei WuXian’s back slammed hard against the bed
He widened his eyes, so surprised that he couldn’t move . On the other hand, Lan w.a.n.gJi sat upright . His chest heaved . His breathing was a bit rushed
In silence, the two stared at each other for a long time . The first to move was Lan w.a.n.gJi
His face was pale, but his eyes were clear . He first picked up a white piece of clothing from the ground to cover Wei WuXian, and then went to find something for himself
Wei WuXian was still confused . He almost couldn’t believe what had happened
The push was as though a dream had turned into a nightmare, as though a bucket of water had poured down his head, as though somebody had just slapped him hard on the face . He finally found the ability to speak again . Voice hoa.r.s.e, he tried, “Lan Zhan, you’re… awake?”.
Lan w.a.n.gJi had already finished dressing himself . Sitting far on one side, he wiped his forehead with his right hand . He turned around, facing the mess on the ground, with his back towards Wei WuXian . A while later, he finally whispered, “Mn . ”.
Although Wei WuXian didn’t know when he woke up, now that he was awake, Lan w.a.n.gJi’s reaction meant that one thing was clear: he didn’t want to continue what they were doing . He didn’t want to listen to Wei WuXian finish what he was saying, either
Wei WuXian finally realized just how cruel what he did was
